[Wednesday, March 3, 2010]
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SERIOUSNESS.
its somethin im struggling to achieve . . .with competition coming. i worked hard. . .although it has been reli slack at trainings 4 the past few weeks. . .sighs . when iggy and i went to ask nicholas to help us for jumps. . .he scolded us. he said its not like as if we're putting much effort.
okay, i do agree in previous weeks we have been joking around and playing a fool a little but in the previous training it was different i swear. . .its the first time we were so determined to beat our personal best, iggy did. . . 4.1m while my best for the day was 3.9, and my best ever is only about 4.5m so we are both not good at all. and nicholas is a pro but when we ask him he tell us off ._. hais i dno what to say luh, we really help but the way he told us of was like he was'nt willing to. . . maybe. . .JUST MAYBE ON FRI AT LEAST (I HOPE) he wld help us. . .even coach does'nt reli help us with jumps like he used to. . .and i reli admire the st pat's boys( B boys at least) becos they are able to jump beyond 6m!!! to me, thats a lot. i just hope i can improve by sports meet and nationals. . .
MY studies is falling rapidly. . . everytime i try to study i get distracted.. . .my science and humans reli need to buck up,and also htl, hais. . .
//My life// 3:24 AM
